Stay hungry. Stay foolish.

Friendship Forever

我最要好的朋友將在七月一日起程到澳洲升學, 沒有什麼特別的可以給她, 只有在臨走前跟她出來見見面, 還有就是在這裡跟她說句:「一路順風」! 保重!

不知你有否聽過海豚灣戀人的傳說呢?

我沒有去過海豚灣, 卻曾在海洋公園的海豚面前許下了同樣的一個願望.
時間不同, 地點不同, 我卻希望海豚仍然能夠聽到我的願.

只是願望何時會達成, 還有待時間的驗證.

I don't really like Dalai Lama, I mean, not on his political view. Maybe it's juz because I was not born in Tibet, I don't understand how harsh their situation is under the Chinese PRC Government rule, that's why I don't really think Tibet should be independent from China and build its own country. But that's not what I wanna talk about now. What I wanna say is that I like Dalai Lama's quote more and more than before. Everything about love, about life, about religion, about friends...etc, he has loads of good quotes on these topics. His words are so wise. After you read it, you will feel a source of energy is flowing into your mind and give you a great support power. He said, "The purpose of our lives is to be happy." True, life is so short, should we waste our time to be UNHAPPY or SAD because of someone/something that are not belonged to us? Certainly not! Something good should be keep in mind, but don't forget that there're something bad happened in the past, too. We shouldn't let the good in the past to blind our eyes, we should back to the real world, open our eyes to see clearly what's going on. By the time we can see clearly the present situation, we will find that actually we were cheated by our memories. Memories are not true, the one/thing we were thinking about is not really that cool; and then we'll find that, actually we don't need it, and there're something better waiting for us in our lives.

"Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions." Gotta forget the past and work for the future. Life is short, let's live it!!

This entry is specially dedicated to one of my friends :)

When you completely give someone up, you dun even wanna talk to him/her. I dunno if it's true for other people else, but it's quite true for me. The example of LORDS OF THE RING is not useful anymore, at least, not for me, not at this moment.

Thanks so much :P Gmail gives me another 6 invitation quotas, now I can invite 6 more of my friends to use Gmail. You know, there're really a lot of people who wanna use gmail, one of my friend even use US$1 to buy an invitation on ebay. Though it's not expensive, but it reflects how valuable gmail is in people's minds, isn't it? :D I will send the 6 quotas to my closest friends and those who asked me to send it to them, first come first serve though~ :P

Junghwa is the most attractive man in the world. ^^ (Hahaa~ OBA!)

Babe, it's crazy to eat that many chicken wings you know. I will not forgive you if you gain weight by the time I go back. I will benci kamu selamenya~

今日真係完全地俾Ed嚇左一跳, 講講下電話突然同我講「你早d休息啦!」, 我心諗「下?佢講緊廣東話? 我有冇聽錯呢?」點知佢再講「恭喜你呀!You are accepted to IU Bloomington!」Okay, 今次200%sure佢係講緊廣東話喇! 唔係呀嘛? 小朋友, 你係邊度學架? 咁我以後仲點用廣東話鬧你呀?

Sorry guys, I was late again. I was really stupid today. I went to the bathroom and turned the tap on after Vicky woke me up this morning, then I went back to my room and fell asleep again. By the time I really woke up, my bathroom was flood :( and since I have to clean everything up, I was late to the date again. (I had a date with Miss Hung, Becky, Tracy, Bonnie, Vicky, Shirley and Jenny at Festival Walk.) Sorry guys~ I am really sorry :(

Becky, Bonnie, Tracy, Vicky and I went back to MFS to visit Ms. Au and CNT. Woo~ I saw something really weird today! I couldn't imagine that it's true if I didn't see it by myself lol~

Went to BU Hall with Becky, Tracy and Vicky. Just wanna go there and take a look of HK uni.'s hall. BU's hall is not bad, at least it's better than the one I saw in UST :) Juz stayed there for a while, and then went home by myself.

Um....not much things to do in these days....or maybe you can say...I am juz too lazy to go anywhere....sigh~ ><

This was my first time to go to University of Stress and Tension. We went there to have our Honesty Gathering BBQ lol~ (Thx my lovely Sing for organizing this activity!)Super H.A.P.P.Y to see them all again :D We plan to have another House gathering activity in July, and we are going to organize a Honesty Old members 20x200m team on Sports Day....but, I dun think I can join them since I will go back to the States in Aug....I really wanna cry T_T Anyway, I sincerely hope that they can win the 20x200m rely, and the current Honesty House can get the second place lol~ (hey, even though I will run for the team, but dun forget to send me the T-shirt bor~)

一個典型香港人的一生

有一個人
搵5-6千蚊一個月
出去租間最平的舊樓都要4-5千蚊一個月
然而包租婆自己供都係二千零蚊一個月
想同佢投訴
佢話呢區間間都係收緊呢個價錢架喎
邊個叫你無錢俾首期呀？有錢就買左佢唔好租oY
一份人工大半就咁俾包租婆賺左
點生活??

呢個人識左個女朋友
小倆口一齊返工
加埋有二萬零蚊一個月
決定同番屋企人住慳ｄ錢
每人俾四千蚊屋企人做家用
淨番萬二
當儲到一萬蚊一個月
一年儲到十二萬
五年先儲夠60萬可以夠俾首期買層四百零呎的舊樓
點生活？

小倆口決定結婚
每個月儲緊一萬
頭五年用左黎儲錢俾首期
儲多兩年應該都夠裝修
再儲多三年先夠36萬用黎結婚擺酒
擺完d三姑六婆仲要話你o係新光酒樓擺酒咁cheap
單單打打你地一世
點生活？

小倆口唔想捱成十年先結到婚
決定偷偷地註冊左先
搵銀行按上按買左層樓
仍然要俾十份一樓價做首期
而層樓的十份一係窗台。
650呎單位實用面積係500呎
當中100呎係走廊
廚房只係放到一個煮食爐同洗衣機
個雪柜要放出廳
個廁所要企上個塔度先閂到門
呢層咁o既樓每個月要供$8000
加埋$8000俾左屋企
淨番四千零
個老婆話：「我慳ｄ駛, 呢幾年唔買衫, 唔去旅行, 我地少d出去食飯, 總捱得到o既」
點知買樓果時唔記得計埋管埋費
sorry呀我地公司公價每呎係兩蚊管理費
四千零咁又冇左千五
仲係用黎養門口果個日日對你黑口黑面成日偷懶訓覺o既看更
同埋管理處果位從來乜都幫唔到你日日返工打牙較o既小姐
計埋水電冷氣費
點生活？

小兩口捱下捱下終於捱左十年
呢十年計埋淨係加左十零%人工
小倆口已經好滿意
如果加得太多佢地反而驚公司會搵佢地開刀請過ｄfresh grad黎做
二按果筆已經還晒
每個月總算可以多番三四千蚊用ｄ
呢個時候，個老婆發覺自己大左肚
但層樓仲有15年要供
份工又唔知幾時會冇左
如果生左個仔
點生活？

又過左五年，小倆口變成老倆口，差唔多四十歲了
個仔先三歲大
出街有時會俾人問「你個孫呀？好趣緻喎！」
呢個時候，佢地搵緊唔夠三萬蚊
但一年就要交成二萬幾蚊稅
佢地發現每年有十份一人工係用黎救濟ｄ新移民
同埋養ｄ綜緩阿伯返大陸叫雞包二奶
同個仔去報小學
隔離左右個個都係操不純正廣東話但能操流利廣東粗口的新移民師奶
睇住佢地ｄ細路o係地下度玩吐痰了鼻屎碌地沙
呢個時候，小倆口開始唔想個仔入一間咁o既學校，同ｄ咁o既細路做同學
雖然自己一路交緊稅去維持九年免費教育
但佢地都放棄左呢個公民權利
於是決定報間私校
每個月又唔見左幾千蚊
點生活？

又過左十年，老兩口五十歲，層樓終於供完了，二人升左做middle managers
計埋有五萬蚊一個月
一年交八萬蚊稅。
間屋裝修過一次。
每個月都要整下d水喉窗台滲水咁
養左隻狗。
買左架車。
過去廿年，
去過八次旅行，
當中六次係返大陸。
而家佢地個仔十三歲
倆口子開始安排送個仔出國讀書
計計下
每個月食宿連學費就冇左萬五蚊
但為左佢的將來無計，
唔係個仔第日大左
點生活？

五年後，倆口子五十五歲，
依然搵五萬蚊一個月，無俾人開刀減薪算係好好。
佢地個仔18歲，
報到一間不太差又不太好的大學，
每個月住宿駛費連學費無左二萬幾。
個老婆晚晚要捱住個仔，成日喊，無心情同老公做愛。
每個月二千蚊長途電話費
當中3/4，係個仔用黎打電話俾佢香港ｄ女朋友。
老婆要求每年聖誕去美國探個仔一次
個仔每年暑假返黎一次
機票連外地駛費每年無左五萬蚊
你仲要發覺你個仔ｄmileage多過你
次次返香港都upgrade上business
你倆老就捱15個鐘economy class去探佢。
呢個時候，老倆口本應仲有十年就退休
倆口子發覺除左強積金之外佢地無任何儲蓄
銀行長期保持30000左右結餘 - - - 係僅僅夠佢地一個月生活的開支
而且佢地公司業務就麻麻
一個唔小心隨時連份工都無埋
點生活?

又過左十年，老倆口退休了
佢地個仔剛剛master畢業
返左黎香港搵工
倆口子大喜。
今日個仔同ｄ中三畢業中五畢業中七畢業本科畢業的
一齊見緊份5-6千蚊的工
見工果時仲要俾人潤一句
你咁好學歷，我地呢份工驚屈質左你喎
個仔越見越驚
開始後悔出國讀書
同後悔無工作經驗
結果呢份工請左個中三畢業o既。
呢份工，係叫做management trainee.
連工都搵唔到，
點生活？

兩星期後，老倆口開始考慮要唔要做番野
呢個時候個仔收到電話叫佢開工
原來之前果份工個個都唔做，
中三果個有六年工作經驗，搵到第份萬二蚊的工
中五果個有四年工作經驗，搵到第份一萬蚊的工
中七果個有兩年工作經驗，搵到第份八千蚊的工
本科畢業果個返左去讀master
結果呢個外國返黎的碩士生就做左一份5-6千蚊的工
點生活？

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在艾美的日記睇到呢篇文章, 發覺人生真係幾悲哀
睇完之後, 真係咩想結婚的衝動都冇晒, 反而想識個有錢男朋友的感覺就返晒唻(講下笑)
不過講真
如果呢個係大部份香港人的故事的話, 我希望我會係例外的一個.

Painted my nails today, pink background and white flowers; it's not bad, right? Haahaaa~ guess what will his reaction be if he see my nails? Hopefully he will not say "eww..." lol~

現在幾點: 1:43 am
你的全名: 黃亦敏
你在哪裡讀書：美國Indiana
你最後吃的一樣東西是什麼：係一隻被我分屍的蟹
現在天氣如何：落狗屎　　　　　
有戴隱形眼鏡嗎：有
上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目: 19枝
你通常吹熄這些蠟燭的日期：當然係本小姐的生日啦
你們家養過什麼：雀仔, 金絲貓, 龜,魚
星座：有智慧座同美人座之稱的水瓶座
眼珠顏色：好有深度的啡色
有耳洞嗎: 有, 每邊各一個
有刺青嗎：冇
你喜歡你目前的生活嗎：唔係好鍾意, 我要再自由些少
出生地：香港
目前居住地：鬼城Indiana
喝過酒嗎：當然有
覺得自己花心嗎：其實個心花就真係花到冇人有, 但好少有實際行動
去過哪些國家：美國, 英國, 比利時, 法國, 荷蘭, 上海, 日本, 韓國
曾經出過車禍嗎：有, 好在係車有事人冇事果隻
暗戀過幾個人：明戀暗戀都係得一個
因為害羞而不敢跟人告白嗎: 只係試過被人告白咋喎
喜歡的coffee: 可以幫到我提神的coffee
不喜歡的coffee：考試or做功課時被迫要飲唻提神的coffee
不喜歡吃的東西: creamy到似pat屎的食物
喜歡吃什麼東西: 咸到飛起食物
喜歡喝什麼: 水, 果汁
最喜歡的顏色：黑, 白, 藍, 黃, 啡, 灰
最喜歡的數字: 11, 127, 326
喜歡的冰淇淋種類: chocolate
喜歡的花: 薑花, 水仙, 仲有屎忽花(本人得閒都會整返兩野)
喜歡的電影：周星星的電影同埋七宗罪
喜歡看哪一種電影類型: 可以令到我笑又咩都唔駛諗的戲
最懷念的日子: 跟某人在一起的日子
最懷念的經驗：太多不能盡錄
最傷心的經驗：中一時同一個同學嗌左交
最喜歡禮拜幾：星期三, 冇得解
喜歡春.夏.秋.冬哪一個季節：有人攬住過的冬天
最怕遇到的話題：減肥
喜歡的運動：游乾水...仲有打籃球
怕什麼東西: 昆蟲同埋賤人
喜歡的電視台: 中東半島電視台
如果有來世，你最想當什麼：做返人
最討厭做的事：在其他人面前扮野, 冇晒自我
討厭的人：人後講人是非人前又扮friend的賤人, 冇料到又要扮晒蟹的白痴仔
最喜歡的卡通人物或品牌：Burberry, postpet, sesame street
討厭別人做什麼：係我背後講我是非
擅長的事：隨時隨地都可以?到覺同發白日夢
口頭禪：低低B, 你pk啦, 唔係呀嘛?
會忍受對方遲到多久：睇下果個人對我唻講重唔重要啦
回家後第一件做的事：攤屍
睡覺前要做什麼：要覺得好眼?
起床第一件做的事：將雙腳擺落地
睡眠時間：返學時3-4個鐘, 假日可以係有幾耐?幾耐, 最勁試過一次?左23個鐘
相信星座的預測嗎：好就信唔好就唔信
小時侯想當什麼: 咩都唔駛做的千金小姐
上次去醫院是做什麼：唱聖詩
你們家總共有幾層樓(你們家住幾樓?)：33, 我住30
你們家是公寓、大廈、別墅哪一種：大廈
無聊的時候你大多做些什麼：攤屍
你住得距離最遠的一個朋友是誰：應該係死左果一個
世界上最惱人的事：自己點都解決唔到的事
目前有男(女)友嗎：可以話有亦可以話冇
覺得同性戀如何呢：同雙性戀又有乜分別?
如果有人誤會你，你會：視乎佢係咩人再睇下駛唔駛解釋
如果有人誤會你，又不聽你的解釋：睇下佢係咩人, 唔多緊要的睬佢都低能
有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎：想就有想過, 做就未做過
你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎：一時時
你的另一半硬要幫你出看電影的費用時：咪等佢俾囉
通常幾點上床睡覺：4-5 am
現在心裡最想見的人是誰：一個曾經同以後都會好愛的人
想要幾歲結婚：想過30, 又想過25, 不過依家似乎要過埋30
有想過要自殺嗎：冇
以後想做什麼職業: 新聞報導員, 記者, 作家,
你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡：在香港無所事事
全世界最好的事：係一件十年前發生的事
最近在找尋什麼：一個真正的自己
現在幾點了：3 am 喇大佬

BBQ with Vicky, Becky, Bonnie, Tracy, Jenny, Shirley, Kammy, Karen, Catherine, Ken and Fui today, super H.A.P.P.Y~ :D
I went to Jenny's house with Catherine. Since we forgot the time when we were taking photo stickers with Lilian, Siu and Fai Kwong, we were late to meet Jenny in Tai Wo KCR Station, sorry Jen! We went to the villege that Jenny lives by taxi from the KCR Station (It's too hot, I don't wanna walk under the sun) then she came out and picked us up.

Actually we were not the only one who were late, almost all of us came late except good Bonnie :P We waited until almost 9 pm when everyboby came, then we started BBQ. We talked a lot about our recent situations, we talked about all the topics like study, love, future....etc. It seems like everybody has changed so much in this year; fortunately, our changes are good changes, which made us grow up to become an adult :)

Today I was really happy~ Hope to hang out together with all of them again soon :D

在美國的時候, 同行的朋友都說「Maggie很奇怪, 你永遠都不知道她在想什麼!」當然, 我又豈會如此輕易給你看穿? 真真正正了解我的人, 用一隻右手食指去數就夠, 因為, 真係得一個. 哈~

"日落日升, 花開花謝, 在遠方的那個人今天不知道還愛不愛我?就這樣帶著一個千古之謎而終老. 你不確定, 但至少你還記得他." --- by 陶傑

彷似神話的一個故事, 有多少人知道它背後的辛酸和悲哀? 如果一輩子都得記著那個我愛而又得不到的他的話, 我會希望自己提早老人痴呆, 寧願把所有人和事都忘記也不要擁有和他的記憶; 生活得虛偽, 沒有能夠牽動心靈的人和事, 卻也沒有痛苦和不忿.

當天把他留在身邊, 融入他生活的每一個細節, 我跟他說「佔有慾強是因為我緊張你」; 今天分開, 從他的生命裡退席, 我跟他說「因為愛你我才捨得讓你走」沒經歷過的人不會相信, 原來愛到最後, 不是佔有而是放手.

一生在世幾十年, 只有一人的話實在是太浪費; 到年華老去, 白髮垂鬚的時候便會忍不住埋怨對方困死了自己; 與其二人來個晚年大戰, 倒不如現在趁大家還是年輕出去見識見識.

我相信, 如果命運紅線繫在我倆手上的話, 無論分隔多遠多久, 我們也會相知相遇; 假如有幸找到一位更合適的, 這是天意, 我們只好點頭恭賀祝福對方.

愛你的心沒有變, 只是在換個角度; 在你身後看著你幸福, 比站在你身邊來得快樂.

你以這種心情愛著我, 我是知道的. 請原諒我的自私, 但我相信, 這是我倆最好的一個了結.

因為愛你才捨得讓你走;
所以你一定要幸福, 快樂.

Ohh yea...forget to introduce my 2nd roommate: CRAZY SELENA

www.skype.com

Go and download it~ so we can talk via skype every day, even when I am in the United States. It saves a lot of money which is wasted on long distance phone calls :D

Come on friends, download it!

My username is maggiewong, remember to add me to your contact list :P

Haven't updated my blog for a long time~ sorry guys, especially to those regular readers....sorry X 10000 times!

Finally I and Edwin left Vincent's place on June 2 and went to Edwin's apartment in West Lafayette. PK Edwin, he said that we were lost and asked me to look on the map, tried to find the correct way to go to his apartment. When I was so concentrating on reading the map, suddenly he laughed, then I looked around.....actually his apartment was just in front of us >.< Okay, I will not trust you anymore!

The next day, I got a call from Danny Ho. He said he's cheated by Singapore Airline, and he could not get the ticket for me. Then he said he's gonna change my flight to Cathay, but I needed to go on Jun 5 because that was the only ticket he could get for me around these days. Sigh~ nothing else I could do at that time, so I just accepted this offer >.< Then I and Edwin went to a shopping mall in Lafayette to buy something for my family. We shopped for almost 5 hours...woo~ so tired, but happy :P

We ate at a Japanese restaurant on that day. The food was not bad, and the staff there were quite nice. The chef, Fu, is a Indo-Vietnamese mixed. Once he knew that Edwin comes from Indonesia, he couldn't stop talking to Edwin. Woo~ they talked about a lot of stuff, even something like how to open a restaurant in the United States. I just sat there and ate ate ate, and listened to what they say, didn't really wanna join their conversation, hahaa~ When we left, Edwin left $7 for tips, oppss....actually im quite surprised :D and Fu said if one day he can open his own restaurant, he will treat us a free dinner~ woo! Good! I get a free dinner, too!

On Jun 4, we went to the shopping mall again....my last chance to shop before I went back to Hong Kong. Brought 2 perfume for my cousins :D and some clothes for myself (but I left it in Edwin's place and forgot to bring it back to HK) After that we went back to Ed's apartment and got changed, then we went to an Italian restaurant to have a wonderful dinner~ That restuarant is really nice, not only the food, but also the enviornment around it. Anyway....I really love that dinner so much~ thanks Edwin! :D

人生如果好彩有八十歲命的話,
我跟你已共同渡過了十分之一,
這段時間裡擁有過的快樂是其他東西不能代替的.
雖然結束了伴侶的身份,
但我們的關係仍是會繼續下去,
是朋友也是屋企人.
對你,是一種親人的感情,是沒條件的想你好,想你得到幸福.
知道你現有的成就,
聽到你說你成功的原動力是我,
我真的真的感到很自豪.
多謝你過去多年帶給我的快樂,
希望你成功和幸福.